"A cry-laugh, laugh-cry. What makes it so good is how she conveys the terrible sadness and madness of losing a child."–Heath Mueller, M.D., Psychiatry “Kalan’s frank expression of her personal experience will bring hope and encouragement.” –Lisa Nolan, Associate Pastor, Cornerstone Fellowship “Rarely do we have the opportunity to hear the intimate thoughts of a patient who has been delivered the most heartbreaking news. This memoir will help us all.” –Shara Young, M.D., OBGYN